fuck fuck fuck fuck F U C K and yes I LOVE TO SAY FUCK.

im really really pissed, upset, angry, depressed and i really dont know what the fuck else i am.
The festival thing? yeah it wont happen really.

I got in a fight with my mother and she didnt let me go after all because as she said. she doesnt want her daughter to sell dolls in a festival. you know what? FUCK HER.
FUCK FUCK FUCK HER.

I would be a fucking hooker just to disgrace her name.

But yes im stupid enough to tell her that i will go to Athens to sell dolls in a festival. you know what? fuck me too.

im so glad that my bunny bit her when she walked out of my room. I love my bunny so much more right now.

I will probably send my dolls to Athens and ask that girl that organizes the festival to be sold somewhere along with the cds, t shirts and stuff. I dont know what will happen with the money after that of course. But I will certainly write down every single thing that i will send there, so that i know whats been sold and how much i gained. I dont think they will rob me or smthng but still.

I hope i can make at least that happen.

crash crash crash..... new yarns.

Today my new skeins of yarn arrived! I ordered them of course from my favorite etsy yarn shop(one more time^^). They arrived so soon that i was shocked lol. Like it took 3 days from Germany to Greece for my yarns to arrive! Thats something really good actually..
At last something good, since lately i havent been sleeping much, i have terrible headaches and im almost always cold. Ive got too many things to do and im afraid im going to crash in a bit. But either way, ill keep going and hopefully stay on my feet.
I dont have the support of diyscene anymore, since ive been "vanished" from the forum(thanks to the good old fellows of the diyscene). Im simply invisible to any other members of the forum and no one can see my threads, posts or even the personal msgs that i might send to a member. I am like.. invisible. You know some people cant accept honesty or being told the truth. They always want to hear "nice stuff", and as they told me if i cant post something nice i shouldnt post at all. So, yeah, im off there.
Unfortunately now I'll have to promote and ask the critique of etsy or other people on my own about my stuff. So, anyone who is reading this blog id love to hear his/her opinion.
I am thinking of making smaller dolls for the festival that I am going to be selling them, in december. Like, instead of making these big dolls that ive been making lately(like the one thats 35cm), i can make dolls half her size(like 15cm) and also head keyrings! I thought of that simply because im going to sell these in a festival, which means that people are going there to see bands playing, i really cant sell my big dolls there(although im gonna bring them with me), but i find it hard to believe that there will be people that will actually buy big dolls and carry them in the concert. Small dolls and keyrings are probably more possible to sell i believe.
What do you think?

The photos are from the yarns that I am going to use for this purpose.